god a lot has happened in the past few days

I know basically no one follows this blog anymore, but I mean, I’ll tell you anyways

Well, I had my first beer, which was interesting actually.

I went to this campfire, and I tried it, and honestly, I thought I would feel maybe slightly guilty after drinking it, as if I had done something bad. In the end though, I really felt nothing. It was a really fun time, and one beer honestly just made it a little easier to laugh and have fun…ok..maybe 2 beers, tops >__>

It was just really fun sitting by a campfire and singing to old songs with a guitar and just letting loose, trying to just cut back after so much stress from your homelife and from school

I mean I was practically a DARE advocate, so me saying that beer isn’t a bad thing, is something that honestly I am even shocked about. Honestly, if you ever have the chance and it seems like the right moment, try it. Just don’t get drunk off of your ass, because then you just look like a bit of a knob.

But yeah, I actually have a pretty good group of friends now, and I am meeting new people like crazy. It’s insane how much your life can change in so little time. For example, a year ago, I was a no life. Now…I am actually meeting people, cutting loose, trying to be happy. I guess what I am trying to say is..know that even you can be happy, it just takes a little time, that’s all.

The only bad thing is that this one guy that was 5 years older was trying to kiss me yesterday >___> Hugs are fine you know, hugs not drugs etc etc, but once you try to freaking kiss me after I barely know you, that’s when it starts getting just a weeeeee bit uncomfortable. But I mean, nothing is perfect, everything has it’s teeny flaws I guess.

All in all, I just feel really content. If you feel shitty, know that things will get better. Trust me, I have been in the worst possible situations in the world, but shit DOES get better. I promise.

well everyone is just a fucking cunt then now aren’t they

if a guy’s a flirt and has no intention to be with you he deserves to be castrated

that’s all I’m sayin’